Hello my lovelies !
This is just a random - and extremely long post because I had random stuff to say that wasn't enough to be one proper post. (:
Also guys, I can't seem to comment on some peoples blogs because it doesn't recognise my google account?! or whatever ): why!! It's frustrating.. help ;A; ..
Firstly, if you guys all read my previous post ATAR scores came out! I wasn't ecstatic about my score because I got exactly what I thought I would get and that's okay because I deserved it. I just lost motivation and belief in myself at the end. VCE is tiring. None the less, my score is more than enough to get into my #1 preference of doing a double degree at Monash Uni! which I guess is more important than having a superduper high ATAR. So *fingers crossed I get the offer haha; my ATAR is higher than the clearly in prerequisites but somehow I still feel nervous! Aaah why does it take a month for offers to arrive! When I told my parents they were extremely proud and bought soo much alcohol.. They spent the whole night partying while I just slept because I only had 3hours of sleep.
Secondly, I'm just going to have a little rant so skip this part if you don't care. You know that friend we all have or better known as the "best fiend" ( - yes I purposely spelt it like that). The one that is always bitter towards your achievements, will ditch you for any guy and expect you to welcome them with open arms when they get dumped, uses you for their own benefit, give you pathetic lies as if you were a dumb 3 year old, ignorant, selfish and never has your back etc. and the list goes on basically the epitome of the worlds worst friend, yet maybe it's just me but it seems impossible to cut them from your life. Perhaps it's the long years of "friendship" or I'm just a coward or maybe I just naively think one day they'll appreciate my friendship. Well whatever the case is, I finally hit the brick wall at the end of our friendship. As you all know lately I've been feeling really down and this "friend" of mine well I've always had a love/hate relationship with her she always made me feel like shit, she would constantly let me down and bruise my self esteem. Anyways, she suggested we have a girls day out to cheer me up and I was like 'wow, that's so sweet' and then just before we meet up she's like "Oh yea btw, my boyfriend is coming too, that's cool right." So instead of making me feel happier she just made me feel like an awkwardly neglected third wheeler who had tagged along to one of their dates.
yesyes, I know it may seem like I'm over reacting, but this was the little thing that had tipped me over the edge. For almost 6 years I've allowed her to make me feel like I didn't deserve to be happy or proud of myself. Her doing that to me, as stupidly as that may sound made me realise how horrible she was to me over these years. She obviously never gave a rat's ass about our friendship so why should I? I have no rights to say I deserve more than her but I surely deserved better than this. So I have finally decided to get rid of this unhealthy relationship!
Thirdly, There's a week till Christmas and I have work on the 23rd at peak hour! Customers who throw their anger at you because they decided to leave their Christmas shopping to last minute.. yay! However my family isn't that strong on celebrating Christmas. I mean yea we have a family gathering with food and gifts but we don't go all out. Also celebrating Christmas in Australia typically means a unbearable hot day! I think it's like 30 degrees this year. I want a white Christmas! ;A; O'wells, every year I'm more excited about boxing day instead, haha. I ♥ SALES!
Also with Christmas fast approaching that means another New Year! I don't know if I should bother making new year's resolutions I either forget them or don't keep them...
None the less, I wish you all a safe and merry christmas! (: ♥
Now on a more brighter note! Here are some giveaways that are going on at the moment - which are also shown on my giveaways page but click on the link for more information.
Ends: Jan 15th 2012
There's actually two winners, instead of one! super generous!
Ends: Dec 28th 2011
Super cute giveaway (: and it's very generous aswell!